Forbidden Pleasure-Broken Strings by James Morrison feat. Nelly Furtado

This song is my recent forbidden pleasure! 

I'm soo totally in love with it. I danced like crazy to it yesterday!

I was happy and somehow listening to this song was sooo wrong yet felt so damn right!

Wonderful wonderful composition, amazing lyrics and kick ass music!

I just want to put the lyrics up here..

So here goes:

Let me hold you
For the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can't feel anything

When I love you,
It's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking,
It's the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts
A lie's worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train when it's too late (too late)

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Well the truth hurts,
A lie's worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late (too late)

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I cant tell you something that ain't real

Well truth hurts,
A lie's worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before


Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again

'Tis better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all-Lord Alfred Tennyson

I was once in love. We had alot of wonderful times together. A lot of adventures, romantic nights, and just being there with eachother, through the shittiest of times. Holding eachother close, never ever wanting to let go. Without a care in the world, just enjoying eachother.

Over the passage of time, alot happened. It changed us both. We couldnt be the same. Both of us got pushed into different and seperate directions. The relationship went on life support.

And then, just like that after years of togetherness, it ended. It had to end, because we werent meant to be. But if we werent meant to be, then was it really love?

I say, I have known love. Have I really? Is really having lost love, better? If its better, then why does it still hurt? Why does it feel as if the rest of my life is just going to be a compromise?

I still go on, hoping that each passing day would be better than yesterday, and that the thougts and memories of you will not plague me. Its been months since I've let my heart override my mind. It has made me stone cold, yet stronger. Am I in deinal? Will I ever let anyone else in, after this? Or have I just succeeded in building walls around myself?

Our paths crossed once, after the demise of the relationship and it shook me to the core. There was eye contact, and it hurt real bad. I wanted to scream at you! Wanted to ask you, that if you really did love me like the way you said, then why arent we together, even now?!

Will I ever know love, ever?! Dont know. Cant tell. But for now:

Stop haunting me!
I am suffocated by your presence!
My broken heart shatters!
I long for you,
And you walk away from me!
Our moments, our times,
Are long lost, now I see!
And, even though I miss you with every breath,
The thing is, my love,
I can’t have you and thus, don’t want you back!
So, stop haunting me, my love,
Painful as it is, it was never meant to be! 

"There's Always 'the' First Time!"

Ladies and Gentlemen-let me introduce you to… my blog! Yay! J

I’ve found a place in the cyber world-finally! This blog is going to be mine, and here I will write-as I’ve always wanted to, and vent-as I find writing very therapeutic!

They say: “There’s always a first time!”

Well, this is mine!

I’m sure many out there will have all sorts of things to say, views to state about what is and will be said and expressed here. To them I would like to say, well, bear with me. Or just simply, make your own blog! J

Hey, I am just another somebody, trying to get the many thoughts in my head out there and explore my aptitude for writing! So, please don’t judge, I want to have a shot at this in all its fairness, but yeah, your comments and views are always welcome!

I have a feeling I’ll like this-very much! J