I was once in love. We had alot of wonderful times together. A lot of adventures, romantic nights, and just being there with eachother, through the shittiest of times. Holding eachother close, never ever wanting to let go. Without a care in the world, just enjoying eachother.
Over the passage of time, alot happened. It changed us both. We couldnt be the same. Both of us got pushed into different and seperate directions. The relationship went on life support.
And then, just like that after years of togetherness, it ended. It had to end, because we werent meant to be. But if we werent meant to be, then was it really love?
I say, I have known love. Have I really? Is really having lost love, better? If its better, then why does it still hurt? Why does it feel as if the rest of my life is just going to be a compromise?
I still go on, hoping that each passing day would be better than yesterday, and that the thougts and memories of you will not plague me. Its been months since I've let my heart override my mind. It has made me stone cold, yet stronger. Am I in deinal? Will I ever let anyone else in, after this? Or have I just succeeded in building walls around myself?
Our paths crossed once, after the demise of the relationship and it shook me to the core. There was eye contact, and it hurt real bad. I wanted to scream at you! Wanted to ask you, that if you really did love me like the way you said, then why arent we together, even now?!
Will I ever know love, ever?! Dont know. Cant tell. But for now:
Stop haunting me! I am suffocated by your presence! My broken heart shatters! I long for you, And you walk away from me! Our moments, our times, Are long lost, now I see! And, even though I miss you with every breath, The thing is, my love, I can’t have you and thus, don’t want you back! So, stop haunting me, my love, Painful as it is, it was never meant to be!
Ladies and Gentlemen-let me introduce you to… my blog! Yay! J
I’ve found a place in the cyber world-finally! This blog is going to be mine, and here I will write-as I’ve always wanted to, and vent-as I find writing very therapeutic!
They say: “There’s always a first time!”
Well, this is mine!
I’m sure many out there will have all sorts of things to say, views to state about what is and will be said and expressed here. To them I would like to say, well, bear with me. Or just simply, make your own blog! J
Hey, I am just another somebody, trying to get the many thoughts in my head out there and explore my aptitude for writing! So, please don’t judge, I want to have a shot at this in all its fairness, but yeah, your comments and views are always welcome!